Stood Up

1//As in "To get stood up" or "To be stood up"
To have gone on a date,
except to find that you've been left by yourself
because your date never showed up.
..........................
ohh what a lame feeling ...

notes of a mad love juckie

just hold my hand as we walk...
letting us be in whispers..
not shying from feelings that may overwhelm ..
your love will be safe with me ..
no need for white lies..
lust running wild in our veins..
shearing perfect moments ..
feeling lost that’s not a bad thing ..
if you find joy at the end .

punch drunk love ....

i wake up check my phone and call log this morning
and just think what was i thinking....
i have made that call the punch drunk love call once more
but this time a voice mail is sent ....
embarrassing my self over being lonely with a crush
that seems to not go away ....

glamor...

glamor was at my building steps..
sunny day out ..
how do i come around ..
crash into you ..
so not on my finest hour ..
glamor my dear this snob has nothing to say ...
" Ay harías la prisa devorando el tiempo
dentro de mis ojos lo que siento. "

generation love lost

pretty girl with the pretty face
oh pretty body Hush child don't make a sound
In a dark room with our secrets
pretty girl you better have a plan
make it fast pretty girl jumping from bed to bed
You can hold your breath to be love
but you just being lost
pretty girl with the pretty face
cries like a baby when no ones around
oh pretty body has gone bye bye
where was your plan where was your soul .....

a dream...a ghost ...a love

(Dream)
..the news-the sky is falling..
I-There's no where to go.
..prototype-takes my hand..
.I- this is foolish..
..prototype-so this what I been missin..
..I- what feelin alive at the end of it all..
Prototype- no your touch..
..I- those are wicked words you say...
(I awake at 5am)...
.................
(Ghost)
No harm done just you set the at the foot of my bed buddie and for what its like you watch over me an keep me warm an safe but come on don't wake me up on a good dream ..

love the friends even when there Imaginary

Told me this plant was small...ha telling me the things I tell her are makin her hot...ha some times I'm always flipin out like other lonly night????... I may have thesong lyrics of base but ladys an babes I'm use to this story of my life I deal with real I know lies come in ..I just move pass yah see I at the end of it all I get by with a little help from my friends cuz they just to superfargilisticexpialidocious.....bong ...

... morning note

I worked like a son of a bitch to learn a few tricks and Ill fight to avoid getting stuck in this wicked game...

notes of a mad bot

For some weeks now I been watchin a lot of old moviie clips on youtube ...also for some weeks now I been goin out to a little to many open bars with close friends and as I been out .. I have been writing drunk notes of things i seen or feel or famous quotes i flip in my head to fit how I'm feelin at the time so I'm start postin my drunk whatever notes up starting with this one from last night as I was in a dark pub with some friends seein ladies on the dance floor....

Types really dont matter I have been accused of preferring brunettes But I have known some mighty attractive redheads punkpink headed girls an yes women with grey hair Age height weight havent anything to do with GLAMOUR..

if i can build her

i need her to be a shewolf in sheep skin...
with beat up dancing shoes ..
never hides where shes been..
wont say a word as she chews ..
plays poker and fights to win..
likes to eat sundays on wednesdays ..
flowing hair in the wind ..but messy in the mornings ..
when im mad she makes silly faces ..
wont know the names to her favorite places..

this is just the start..
but im sure ll still find a way to push us apart ..

i got a head that ..

tells me stupid things to do ...
i got arms i got legs ..
but im missing my heart ...
well i dont heart it ..
when it tells me what to do ..

this band

the joy and memories i get from this band its like no other
i made love had sex fucked what ever you can dream of to this bands records
highs an lows high off the good times with friends as they play in the back ground
the endless bottles i drank to forget and mend my heart
shit life ...
well here is to there new song that was just posted cant wait to know what memories they
will bring me now ....


http://soundcloud.com/circasurvive/circa-survive-get-out

hello ex lover

ohhh hii .. how are you funny bumping into you here..
wow haven't seen you in some time ..
look at you still the same old sweet smile i remember ..
you haven't aged one bit looking good..
haa yeah i remember last time we was here together..
you made me soo happy and content the warmth of your skin on my skin ...
the way you use to look back at me shh its the say ways you staring at me now..
out of all days i bump into you here now ..
had no clue youll be here (i wonder how you been)..
...... for a sec there feeling for you i didn't know i still had are rushing back
all the good times an bad memories flashing one by one ....
but oh well the moments gone i got to leave you now and move on ..
put you back where i found you being its just a picture i took of you ...

to old for snow

as a kid i loved the snow ..
age a man i hate to love it...
today was New York's 2010 1st big snow storm
school closed job shut down
wet streets kids enjoying there time out side snow eatin
as for me i put on my warm big boots
and met up with some friend at a local park
tryin to be young once more
it worked for the 1st 3 hrs
other then that age hit us faster then i can rub ben gay on my knees
but tons of loughs and fun good times
but im def to old for the snow ....

ps i want warm soup a grilled cheese a blanket and cuddle buddy